--> It was as if I was a different person. I had lost the persective to do things that I thought I was good it. It was not because of anyone else but me. To be constantly reminded that whatever initiative I’ve taken is wrong or how I am doing or have done things is undesirable has finally taken the toll on my mental being. I have been pushed to a limit where I am always doubting on my ability to accomplish anything. The characteristic that my parents had painfully imbibed in my very being has been corroded slowly with time. I can see the difference in myself over this period of time. When I first started this journey, I was fresh and youthful not in the age sense but in spirit. I believed that I controlled my destiny while taking things as they came, not being judgemental but being understanding and listening to the things being thrown at me. But now I am tired, my spirit is crushed, and my essence has been destroyed. I am no longer positive about anything, I am no longer joyo...